Suck it up


 

Well, I’m gonna have to suck it up and just write, I think.

If I’m at some higher risk of going end of watch earlier than later, I’d just as soon make the best of it by adding to the verbal salad we’re seeing today.

A number of folks have told me to write a biography; I won’t, because (1) no one would believe it, and (2) it would be insanely long.

So...it’s gonna be me sitting down each evening and trying to sort out the ton of new info dumped on me last year (family stuff), along with whatever seems relevant to the day, and tell the stories of those parts of the 77 years (at this time) I can still remember.

Semper paratus.

-30-

 

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